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Saturday, September 12, 2009

this happens to everyone, and everyone includes me

One feels he is powerful.
One thinks that the world is in the hollow of his palms.
One gets drunk with the deceptive notion (potion) of absolute strength and infallibility .
One develops the devil may care attitude.
Suddenly the world of deception crumbles before him like ninepins.
Realization dawns upon him that whatever superhuman powers he is  arrogating to himself is just a fiction --just a hallucination.
To survive, he has to crawl back to the realm of black reality.
For one who has lived in a paradise, although it was created by a fool that he was with his own misplaced ideas and faulted intellect, it is well nigh impossible to face the hell of reality.

The Hamletian dilemma with its wide open pair of horns haunts him..
Face it and perish…
Avoid it and perish…
Sooner than later the gloom takes over

It happens to everybody

One feels secure. One feels he is powerful. 
One thinks that the world is in the hollow of his palms. 
One gets drunk with the deceptive notion of absolute strength . One develops the devil may care attitude. 
 Suddenly the world of deception crumbles before him like ninepins. 
 Realization dawns upon him that whatever superhuman powers he was arrogating to himself was just a fiction. 
 To survive, he has to crawl back to the realm of black reality.

 For one who has lived in a paradise although it was created by his own misplaced ideas and faulted intellect, it is well nigh impossible to face the hell of reality. 
The Hamletian dilemma with its wide open pair of horns..
 Face it and perish… 
Avoid it and perish…
Sooner than later the gloom overtakes…

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

anjana sreedhara charu moorthe Krishna അഞ്ജന ശ്രീധര

അഞ്ജന ശ്രീധര

     
അഞ്ജന ശ്രീധര ചാരുമൂര്‍ത്തെ കൃഷ്ണ 

അഞ്ജലി കൂപ്പി വണങ്ങിടുന്നേന്‍’

ആനന്ദലങ്കാര വാസുദേവ കൃഷ്ണ 

ആതങ്കം എല്ലാം അകറ്റിടെണം


ഇന്ദിരാനാഥ ജഗന്നിവാസാ കൃഷ്ണ

ഇന്നെന്റെ മുമ്പില്‍ വിളങ്ങിടെണം

ഈരെഴുലകിനും ഏകാനാഥ കൃഷണ

ഈരഞ്ചു ദിക്കും നിറഞ്ഞ രൂപ


ഉണ്ണി ഗോപാല കമലനേത്ര കൃഷ്ണ 

ഉള്ളിന്‍ നീ വന്നു വസിച്ചിടെണം

ഊഴിയില്‍ വന്നു പിറന്ന നാഥാ കൃഷ്ണ

ഊനം കൂടാതെ തുണച്ചിടെണം


എന്നുടെയുള്ളിലെ താപമെല്ലാം കൃഷ്ണ

എന്നുണ്ണി കൃഷ്ണാ ശമിപ്പിക്കേണം

ഏടലര്‍ ബാണന് തുല്യ മൂര്ത്തെ കൃഷ്ണ

ഏറിയ മോദേന കൈ തൊഴുന്നേന്‍


ഐഹികമാം സുഖത്തിലഹോ കൃഷ്ണ 

അയ്യോ നമക്കൊരു മോഹമില്ലേ 

ഒട്ടല്ല കൌതുകം അന്തരംഗെ കൃഷ്ണ 

ഓമല്‍ തിരുമേനി ഭംഗി കാണാന്‍


ഓടക്കുഴല്‍ വിളി മേളമോടെ കൃഷ്ണ

ഓടി വരുകെന്‍റെ ഗോപ ബാലാ 

ഔദാര്യ കോമള കേളി ശീലാ കൃഷ്ണാ 

ഔപമ്യമില്ലാ ഗുണങ്ങള്‍ക്കെന്നും



അംബുജ ലോചന നിന്‍ പാദ പങ്കജം

അന്പുടന്‍ ഞാന്‍ ഇതാ കുമ്പിടുന്നേന്‍

അത്യന്ത സുന്ദര നന്ദ സൂനോ കൃഷ്ണാ

അല്ലല്‍ കളഞ്ഞ് എന്നെ പാലിക്കേണം




കൃഷ്ണ മുകില്‍ വര്‍ണ്ണ വൃഷ്ണികുലെശ്വര

കൃഷ്ണപാദേ കൃഷ്ണ കൈ തൊഴുന്നേന്‍

കൃഷ്ണ ഹരേ ജയ കൃഷ്ണ ഹരേ ജയ 

കൃഷ്ണ ഹരേ ജയ കൃഷ്ണ ഹരേ 



Anjana Sridhara
By Poonthanam

Anjana Sridhara Charu moorthe Krishna,
Anjali koopi vanangidunnen,
Ananda alangara vasudeva Krishna,
Athangam yellam agathidenam.

Indiranadha jagan nivasa Krishna,
Innu ende mumbil vilangidenam,
Erezhu ulaginum eka nadha Krishna,
Eeranju dikkum niranja roopa


Unni Gopala Kamala nethra Krishna,
Ullil ne vannu vasichidenam,
Oozhiyil vannu piranna nadha Krishna,
Oonam koodathe thunachidenam

Yennulile thapamellam Krishna,
Yennuni Krishna samippikkenam,
Edalalar banannu thulya murthe Krishna,
Yeriya modhena kai thozhunnen

Iyhika maam sukhathilaho Krishna,
Ayyo namakkoru mohamille,
Ottalla kouthugamantharange Krishna,
Omal thirmeni bangi kaanaan

Odakkuzhal vili melamode Krishna,
Odi varugende Gopa Bala,
Oudharya komala keli sheela Krishna,
Oupamyamilla gunangal kkethum


Ambuja lochana, nin pada pankajam,
Ambodu gnan idha kumbidunnen,
Athyanda Sundara, nandana soono Krishna,
Athal kalanju yenna palikkenam


Krishna mukil varna, Vrushnee kuleshwara,
Krishnambuje krishana, kai thozhunnen,
Krishna hare jaya, Krishna hare jaya,
Krishna hare jaya, Krishna hare

You Krishna  who has assumed  the hue of the darkest collerium, I join my hands and prostrate before you

You who are adorned in great jubiliation, may you be pleased to remove all my woes

You Krishna the master of Indira and the pervader of the whole universe you must manifest today in all your glory in front of me.

You are the master of the fourteen worlds and you are filling all the ten directions with your form and glory

You tiny darling cowherd Krishna, may you be pleased to come an reside inside my spirits
You the Lord of the Universe who has just been born in this earth for fun, may you be pleased to keep me without any mental and physical flaws..


You tiny darling, my own Unnikrishna, I am burning with remorse inside me, and may you be pleased to extinguish that fire and save me..I join my hands and prostrate before you, Krishna, who is as attractive as the wielder of various flowers as arrows, the Kamadeva.


Oh my Krishna, I have no desire to enjoy these worldly pleasures, but my infinite desire is to see you manifest in my inner existence.


You son of Nandagopa, please come running to me in all hilarity playing that sweetest flute of yours, Krishna your inherent qualities are magnanimity, softness and playfulness, and your qualities are without any comparison.

You Krishna with eyes resembling lotus petals, I prostrate on your lotus feet with all love.. You Krishna of infinite beauty, may you be pleased to protect me by removing all my woes.


Krishna, Hari, the Lord of the clan of Vrishnis, Krishna of ;the dark hue of raining clowds,  I hold your feet and hail your glorious name.. Krishna Hare Jaya..