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Thursday, March 12, 2009

My life today

My life today

I am trapped in a web now. The brain is working sharply in some aspects but in the major front of maintaining my job, I am gradually failing. I have lost my self confidence. The resultant tragedy is that I am now hated by everyone. This is true, although I am trying to put up faces as if I will improve and be my old self again.

I am taking medication but the result would manifest only if the mind co-operated. The expectation is too much.

To live with the definite expectation that doom will be knocking at my door and drag me along the road in a sack attached to his unruly horse—the very thought drains the life out of me. And this thought is the content of my mind to the brim

What to do?