I chant the name of Krishna (God).
I pray, I confess, I seek directions, I pray for expiation...
I try to manage to connect with Krishna for something I need desperately or in exceptional cases for the sake of someone who is close to me and is in dire straits
But do I ever think of Krishna and just spend some nice thoughts on Him, without any demand or entreaty attached..?
I really doubt. I have never reached such stage in my life.
Usually I call Him for some assistance.
To ensure His assistance, I would use all techniques including prayer
and
if possible even try emotional sabotage.
And I know He is very kind and Merciful and He will answer.
But can I ever bring my mind to pray, and simply say,
"My Darling Krishna, this one prayer is just for you...?”
If I can reach anywhere near that mindset, I trust my life would attain meaning and fulfilment too.
But will it ever happen..?.
My mind gives "no" as an answer
Still Krishna, I love you.
Even if it is the love of a selfish fellow.
Even if it is the love of a sycophant.
I love you Krishna
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