Narayana, Narayana, Narayana
Yes, the one word which I would have tried too many times to force in the thoughts maximum number of times
Perhpas the one word that ultimately surfaces in the mind when the mind is empty, cluless, directionless ..
Do not know whether the word has any meaning, and I do not know the meaning of the word, even if it has some meaning
But I was told as a child.. call the name at least for five minutes daily.. It was forced on me then
But later on, that became an obsession
Now it is the enigmatic involuntary background score in the mind, whether it is wanted or not.. whether it is sought after or not.
We go after something.. That avoids us at first .. Slowly that becomes slightly friendly.. From there it becomes a habit, an obsession.. Finally that becomes part of us, that becomes us.
That is Narayana
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