I was reasonably innocent and unassuming with a lot of anger. Knowingly I never harmed anyone or kept anything for myself. And I trust in God. But His package delivered to me at any point of time was by way of apparent encouragement and a final kick and demolition.
I would have lived this unhappy life even without His favours which were just kicks and slaps.
Apart from the rigorous training by my father and maternal grandfather I really do not find any reason to be overly grateful for the so called favours.
If this fear if God were not there I would have lived a happier life.
So your passionate exhortation does not appeal much to me.
The quality of the blessings you list as owned by me is really known only to me.
For others all that glitters would look gold.
Of course now I am neutral to pleasure and pain.
I just pray because I cannot exist without that.
Not that prayer brings me bounties..and happiness.
I would have lived this unhappy life even without His favours which were just kicks and slaps.
Apart from the rigorous training by my father and maternal grandfather I really do not find any reason to be overly grateful for the so called favours.
If this fear if God were not there I would have lived a happier life.
So your passionate exhortation does not appeal much to me.
The quality of the blessings you list as owned by me is really known only to me.
For others all that glitters would look gold.
Of course now I am neutral to pleasure and pain.
I just pray because I cannot exist without that.
Not that prayer brings me bounties..and happiness.
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