To believe or not to believe... it is a big dilemma

To believe or not to believe... it is a big dilemma

Krishna, if you had refused to respond to my prayers and requests and had kicked me on the face, I could have given up on you, and minded my own business

( And now I cannot abandon you even if you do that to me )

But you are a tricky fellow..

You just show minor favours and lull me to hope and then push me to the brink too ..

But when that final fall into the abyss is almost sure, you just extend your hand and stops the fall..

Will you Understand,? Life is life.. Not just prevention of falls.

You fill my life with too much of uncertainty

It is hope sometimes and despair at other times..

You play too much with the lives of people who trust you..

You impossible rogue..

You tyrant

You are sweet, I cannot spit you out

You are bitter too offen and even a cheat ..

I cannot entirely tolerate you either ..

But I love you Krishna