musings 306

I am almost obsessed with doing things in a very methodical manner..
I do visit again and read my posts even if they are not read by anyone else,,
I ensure that bad grammar and bad spellings are corrected by editing in the subsequent visits..
Sounds nice and funny at the same time!
But obsession with perfection even on small matters appears to be the result of a none too healthy state of mind..
Often I prepare slips, checklists and to-do lists in great detail.. but most of the time I misplace them..
And when it comes to real action, what occurs to the mind at the given moment alone works..
The notes and plans are just on paper, wastage of paper and ink.
Often I go to the extent of preparing index of various checklists... again to miss them.
Giving the slip to the paper slips ..
A methodical (?) life in blunder-land..
I cannot say I am doing these things only during my retired life when all that is available for free is time..
Especially when sleep is minimum adding more content to my excessive baggage of idle time..
I used to have such plans and papers almost all through my life, and thankfully I have never followed such plans..
Just thinking aloud..
My obsession as an individual is just funny..
But as a behvioural trait, there is some food for thought
I may have many sympathetic spirits, who must have sailed the same boat..